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Old Feb 07, 2016, 06:09 AM
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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25 View Post
I know exactly what you are talking about. Just never ending mental anguish that makes you feel like you need to hurt yourself in order to just function. I want to collapse in tears but I just can't cry.

I have no solution except distraction. I try to watch something funny like my sit coms or a funny movie. That will help for a little while.
yes, it feels that way.
i cant explain to my cp or pdoc what it is since i hv no idea
it's hard when it strikes coz i try to distract myself n focus on doing smth but my mind keeps getting at me and dragging me away into the dark space
i don't interact and only hv violent thought and urges
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Bipolar, BPD, ED
increasing med right now: a downhill slope
Seroquel 200mg
Epilim 300mg
Olanzapine 5mg
Amisulpride 50mg (just started trying this)
Clonazepam 1.5mg
Ativan 1mg (PRN)
Zopiclone (Imovane) 10mg

In psychosis and struggling worse with ED
I skip med because I would rather be psychotic than living in the real sucky world
Who can understand?...

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