I been have really rough couple of weeks. Last Thursday at er they sent me home. I was honest with them . The Tuesday i ended up there again. They treated me bad. I was in restraints then they sent me to another hospital to see the pysch nurse. I felt like it was less then he I was sent home. I'm still very struggling. Part of me is traumatized from my time there on tuesday. I don't know if I should reach out again. My parents got upset mad at me. I need help scared. I feel they think my reasons aren't reasons to want hurt myself. They always blame it on alcohol. I do drink. But I have these thought when I'm sober to. Should I bother try to keep ask for help I'm very struggling.