have rough week.

I been have really rough couple of weeks. Last Thursday at er they sent me home. I was honest with them . The Tuesday i ended up there again. They treated me bad. I was in restraints then they sent me to another hospital to see the pysch nurse. I felt like it was less then he I was sent home. I'm still very struggling. Part of me is traumatized from my time there on tuesday. I don't know if I should reach out again. My parents got upset mad at me. I need help scared. I feel they think my reasons aren't reasons to want hurt myself. They always blame it on alcohol. I do drink. But I have these thought when I'm sober to. Should I bother try to keep ask for help I'm very struggling.

Keep posting here, do you have a psychologist or therapist, please contact them and reaching out for support Hugs

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Keep posting here, please!

It's sooo hard when your family don't understand you.

When you feel like this I urge you to phone your local crisis or suicide helpline, before you get to the end of yourself.

I have had so much help from UK's Samaritans, not just when I'm suicidal, but when I am they don't judge, just listen and help me calm down and, if possible find another perspective.

Keep reaching out, we need you here at the very least.

I truly hope you can stay as safe as possible.

I'm very sorry I didn't see your post sooner.

Thank u everyone for ur reply a. Sorry I not write back. I'm stuck in the house for at least two weeks. I'm really losing my mind. My mom is now give me attitude I did nothing. It make my depression worse be stuck at home. It frustrating situation. I was suppose d go to a day treatment program for mental health but they wouldn't let me. Now I have to wait. I'm so stressed alone depressed. I'm not sure how get through these two weeks.

Sorry you're feeling so awful!

I've got through the last few days 15 minutes at a time. I looked at the clock and said, "I'll hold off for 15 minutes, then see how I'm getting on." I then try to do something constructive or distracting. Sometimes it was even 20 minutes before I checked the time again.
This afternoon, the 'Samaritans' helped me get through.

Don't forget the helplines. They can't do anything you don't want them to do if they don't have your name or address. But they can help you through some of those hours.


.... And don't forget we're here too!

Sorry to hear this! Send good thoughts your way to comfort you in the waiting period!