Things haven't been as bad over the last few days. I constantly feel tired but I've managed to leave the house. A really good friend of mine let me borrow her car for a few days and that made a big difference. But this is what has made me over think things also.

I have some truly amazing friends, people who have been nothing but kind and supportive to me. But I've realised that back when I did have a car of my own, and the last few days, I'm the one that goes to visit people, they never come to visit me. I have a friend who will travel to see friends 50 miles away but won't come to my house 3 miles away. I always try and keep in touch with people but it's never the other way round and I don't know how this makes me feel. I could just be over thinking as I often do, but it makes me wonder if I'm the person who gets on people's nerves and that's why they don't keep in touch or come and visit. There's no real answer to this but it makes me realise who I am thankful to have in my life.

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