spent many years knowing I was the only one able to completly understand and interpet God to others , knew I would die at 33 like the Christ did ... was able to talk to and hear God , not voices , just knowing it .. I settled all agruments in bible college with my ancient language books and many many different translations including hebrew and greek texts ...
Then ... learned too much ... lost all religion and spirituality ...
My very real practice of thinking black and white ...