So I took the math test today. Maybe I was still a bit shaken from my dream last night, plus some writing I did based on the dream, but I found it difficult to concentrate (ever since I was a kid I've had issues concentrating). I'm way behind in math, and I'm going to have to start from scratch once again (previous time might have had some degree of an influence on my current state) because I am Faily McFailure and can't do anything math-related. Other kids in my class don't have these issues, so why do I? And it doesn't help that there's a lot of pressure for me to get through this because math ends pretty early. *Sighs* Where's Hermione's Time Turner when you need it?

I just hate this. All of this. I met up with someone not in my class but studying the same subject that says she feels the same way, which was reassuring, but still, I just hate this. And my OCD/anxiety is getting in the way again, which doesn't help and...I just hate every minute of this and think that math is the ninth circle of Dante's Inferno that he didn't want to talk about. (In case you're wondering what the eighth is, it's my P.E. class)