So you're telling me not to torture myself with it anymore. I think you're very right. It's kind of eaten at me ever since three years ago. It doesn't help that I actually feel guilty for getting angry at the person in question because she kind of acted like it was all because of social justice. (Which I am for, just not her version of it) She was just an awful woman, constantly angry herself over a web video -- it really does take reminding myself of what exactly she did to realize none of it was acceptable. (Then again...maybe it was and I was just too naive to notice? I guess it doesn't help that...well, to be honest, I am pretty nervous in this political climate nowadays. And pretty cynical. I think it's why I feel alone and crazy sometimes. Well, one of many reasons)

I guess the odd thing is since I started doing all this work and such, it's kind of uncovered stuff that was the reason for me doing this work in the first place. I guess whatever happened, I have a lot of problems and buried issues to deal with.