I have no right to feel this way and I don't even understand why I do. My ex boyfriend got married years after we broke up and lost touch, and years after I did. Since I learned that he married an Indian woman, now every time I see one I think of them and get jealous.

I wonder what made him love her and not me.

I feel so dumb for thinking about him at all, but I'm never going to stop.

I think this is the strangest OCD. Any ideas for de programming my brain?