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Originally Posted by TishaBuv
I have no right to feel this way and I don't even understand why I do. My ex boyfriend got married years after we broke up and lost touch, and years after I did. Since I learned that he married an Indian woman, now every time I see one I think of them and get jealous.
I wonder what made him love her and not me.
I feel so dumb for thinking about him at all, but I'm never going to stop.
I think this is the strangest OCD. Any ideas for de programming my brain?
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The reason here might not be Jealousy or you were not perfect for him. I guess, it is just that he can't accept you or the feelings were not the same. Don't worry, there will come a time that you will find someone else even better than your ex. someone who will really love you and accepts you for what you are.