Hi all. I am a final year undergraduate student. I have shared my story with u guys so u know bit of me. I have a strong desire for studying cognitive science. It's like life to me. I gave applied in the two colleges that are there in India and got selected in one of those. The college I got in is at bad location and I m not very sure about it. And when I say bad it mean very bad. It is a very new place for me. On the other hand my family says I should prepare for administrative position in India it's a tough test but I think I can clear it. They say my life will be easy and I will be respected by all. It will bring high status for the family. And I am tempted to this idea too. I can see my future in the second option and I don't know what will become of me in the first one. Also family says I can find a girl of same cast here preparing for the job where as at the college I will not find suitable girl and they want me to have a love marriage rather then arranged but girl should be of same cast. My head is spinning between these options and I don't know what to do. One time I am in favor of studying and second I find it very uncertain. I haven't slept for two days now. I don't know what to do.