Oh, I'll go. I'm on my way out right now (waiting for my phone to download this stupid update ). It's a family friend so they're more like family, essentially the only family I have in town. I've just been feeling some kind of way, lately. Not exactly depressed, not exactly mad, not exactly sad. But like I want to scream, cry, hide in a corner, and run away all at the same time. I think I'm frustrated. I am not feeling very good about myself right now, and it's natural given that I've started a new role at work after 15 years to feel uncertain and to have some kind of "culture shock." But I know for me it's probably somewhat more exaggerated than what the rest of my residency cohort is experiencing. I'm okay, I'll be able to manage it and I'll make it through, but it doesn't feel great right now.