No one will know i'm gone until it is too late to plan a funeral. People will find out but not all at once, eventually everyone will probably realize I am missing but I don't have anyone in my life or any means for the "news" to spread. So yea, just get rid of me and let people have whatever memories they will when they eventually find out.

Shattered do you think your planning is a form or suicidal ideation? What I just described above, for me, is.