I am currently outpatient for like a week
i lied to get out to finish my school assignment
i improved the first few days there and I felt stuck
the delusion and hallucinations are currently creeping back
my counselor and mom want me inpatient again
my dr said she can't really adjust my med anymore without more side-effect
she doesn't give me prn med which makes me not want to seek help from her
i am so trapped, exam in may and i have loads to prep with a mind that doesn't cooperate
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Bipolar, BPD, ED
increasing med right now: a downhill slope
Seroquel 200mg
Epilim 300mg
Olanzapine 5mg
Amisulpride 50mg (just started trying this)
Clonazepam 1.5mg
Ativan 1mg (PRN)
Zopiclone (Imovane) 10mg
In psychosis and struggling worse with ED
I skip med because I would rather be psychotic than living in the real sucky world
Who can understand?...
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