Everything feels awful. I am alone in an uncaring, oppressing world, surrounded by immense judgement for being sensitive. They point at me and call me names, even on the internet. I have no identity so I resort to clowning because, haha that's the only way I can cope. But no. People still don't understand. People still blame. And it's all happening here. I'm so tired. What's the point in even being social - wether IRL or on the internet - when I just get awfully judged? I want to accept the fact that I'll remain lonely. I'm 22 now. Here's to 50 more years of the same.