I sometimes wonder if I am very hard-hearted when I observe the interactions between others and view it like everyone is just engaging in senseless exchange. My lack of urge to want to save others sometimes seems to be opposite of the rest of the world. Stop - I want to shout - and attend to your own self instead and to better end. I suppose the one thing in my favor is I seem to be taking my own advice and not trying to interfere either. It is not that I don't want everyone to be okay - I do - it is just that I don't think their choices are any of my business and don't impact me at all so I have no need to get personally worked up.

When I go out today to do some work, I am going to stop by the liquor store to purchase some dubonnet - which for some reason is something I have never tried. I am planning on indulging in a small gin and dubonnet tonight.