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Old Apr 20, 2016, 09:04 PM
hsalmon21 hsalmon21 is offline
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Originally Posted by dexter View Post
Keep your eyes on the prize, hsalmon. This is a very difficult illness but with some help it is possible to overcome. I feel the same way... as if some dark entity has dragged me down and hidden the real me... the light and happy me... way down somewhere and I can't find it.
The past few weeks of work have been extremely frustrating and difficult, but I only have one more week left before I leave and yet it seems like a lifetime. With the projects I'm working on, I know what I want the end result to be and I know I have to finish strong, but I so badly want to quit because it feels as if it's hopeless and a failure.
However, the prize at the end is my dignity and knowing I put forth my best without letting this illness win me over. I need to keep my eye on the prize and keep going. That will be my mantra til the end and for whenever I need it next. Thank you, dexter.