I wish everything could stop

I just want to be okay again. I want to be light and happy. I just wish time could stop until I regained control of my mind.
I just want to be okay again.

I know. It's a battle and it sucks. Just know you are stronger than alot of people. Each day a victory. We are all there. Keep fighting.

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I tel my logical side never to forget that. so when my emotional self takes over.. which it has...I have logical hope to hang onto .

I'm glad you're hanging on to it. it's hard for people like us to even think it.

I know this feeling far too well. It hurts, and it's so hard at times. I can't offer much except some internet hugs, and the advice that all you can do is push through.

Thank you all

Keep your eyes on the prize, hsalmon. This is a very difficult illness but with some help it is possible to overcome. I feel the same way... as if some dark entity has dragged me down and hidden the real me... the light and happy me... way down somewhere and I can't find it.

The past few weeks of work have been extremely frustrating and difficult, but I only have one more week left before I leave and yet it seems like a lifetime. With the projects I'm working on, I know what I want the end result to be and I know I have to finish strong, but I so badly want to quit because it feels as if it's hopeless and a failure.
However, the prize at the end is my dignity and knowing I put forth my best without letting this illness win me over. I need to keep my eye on the prize and keep going. That will be my mantra til the end and for whenever I need it next. Thank you, dexter.