Pre t1: I can't wait, been looking forward to it for days. Sometimes I have somgething I want to talk about. Sometimes not.
Post t1, usually ok. Calm, centered. But sometimes horribly insecure.
Pre t2: I wonder what we will talk about
Post t2: I probably should stop seeing her but I don't know how
Pre t3: anxiety. I want to do SE
Post t3, calm but often have a headache