thank you

i have a problem staying in the moment, so what people see tends not to be me, but another version.. i understand the skepticism of the doctors, but i am hoping that i will find the ability to present these papers to them with hopes they learn to understand me; so that maybe someone can help me understand myself..

about the driving phenomenon, i have definitely heard of it
i believe it is a form of dissociation, i think that it can be called highway hypnosis..?
not to say that everytime this happens it is, but i often hear people using this as an example to describe dissociation
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Highway_hypnosis

stay strong..