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Originally Posted by Waterbear
So sorry to hear that, you would have presumed after 10 mins or so she would have helped you out a little. It must be tough also to go from connected to so distant in just one session. Do you have out of session contact, can you let her know how you are feeling/what you are thinking? I am sure in us somewhere we all know we are part of their business but just as at work I treat all stakeholders with care, compassion and respect I would always expect the same from anyone else, even if I am 'just a client'.
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T did say something after about 10 mins. She asked me how I was going and I just mumbled "I don't know. I can't think of anything to talk about.". Then after a pause I said "I canceled my gym membership" and T told me not to feel pressured to talk and then asked me if I wanted to talk about that (the gym thing). There was more to the gym thing that I wanted to bring up but T's response totally put me off so we sat in silence for another 10 minutes.
I guess I was living in a bit of a fantasy before thinking that my relationship with T was more than a business transaction. I wish I could still believe in that fantasy.