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Originally Posted by Ripose
I guess the main point I should make is that I am so totally depressed by the state of the world brought about by the USA and drinking makes me think about it constantly. I am afraid of the changes that are coming so much so that I often have tremors of fear. I don’t know why I can not change the future.
I hate world for all of the evil people, I hate myself for not doing anything to change it and I hate myself for being so severely bipolar (et al) that I don’t even try to make change when I know that every voice matters.
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I feel this way often too....helpless... I just can't take on the world's problems when I have so many of my own. I think you are being hard on yourself. Also, if you cut down on your exposure to the news and such, it might help. Once you can get yourself to a good place then maybe you can make a difference. Maybe instead of doing a little bit with your one self/voice often, you will do something bigger and more impactful just once or twice....just my 2cents