For the past couple months I've been in a constant state of fear, rage, and pain. I'm all alone, and I'm losing it. I'm scared of what might happen. I don't want to be stuck here alone, but am scared to go out. I don't want my boyfriend to leave me but feel like I should tell him and everyone else to F off because they aren't here for me anyways. And I've got serious anger issues I never before knew I had. I get ENRAGED at the littlest things now. Like stark raving mad. I took the Sanity Quiz and there are 9 serious issues and they're right. I've been diagnosed w/ just about everything. Depression, Bi Polar, PTSD, ADHD, etc. Panic Disorder. You name it but I've never felt like THIS. I think I've developed BPD. I took that test and scored 41 but I'm 46? IDK and IDK what to do I just can't be alone any more.