Thank you. I will stop contact him, I know that is I insist I will only push him harder. The only message I sent today, and I promised myself it will be the last, was about where I am going to stay during my trip. He said: not at my place. I took it like he needs his space. I don't agree that in a relationship, when you love deeply, without limits and walls, you hide but you never give up.

I am just afraid that if I abandon him, he will never get out of it and I will never have my answer, and will live with my mind at him, and how he is hurting, and how I was not able to help him overcome his frustrations.

But I will not contact him during my visit in his town.