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Originally Posted by scar12346
I realized with a bit of help from my crazy psychologist that my "alters" are just the seeds of my psychosis. I've faked everything to hide the fact of how lonely I am. I created Waidth because I didn't have a father. Created Carolinae because I am unstable in relationships. Created Vladimir because I never have had a friend. Created Evee because I am unstable. Created Annie.. because my hamster died and because I am the worst pet owner. I am sorry that I have lied but along side lying to you I've lied to myself and to my only friend who I have now lost for probably forever. It was nice knowing you but I do not belong here. Therefore this is my goodbye to this forum.
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what matters to me isnt that you lied and I'm sorry you feel you need to say good bye to this forum.
what matters to me is that you now have answers. its been a long road for you in trying to figure out what was going on for you, now you have your answers and can move forwards.
btw dont be too hard on yourself. sometimes psychosis does tell us misleading things that can result in things like misdiagnosing one self, jumping to conclusions and trying to fit in where psychosis tells us rather than whats really going on.
I am glad that you and your psychologist now knows whats going on in you so that you can now get the treatment to help you feel better soon.