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I assume he must be getting something out of the relationship, because he has never been one to do anything if he sees no gain from it. I just have no idea what the **** he sees in me. I'm terrified he'll stop seeing whatever it is and leave. He probably should but it may literally kill me (suicide) if he did.
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"Do not be deceived, Wormwood. Our cause is never more in danger than when a human, no longer desiring, but still intending, to do our Enemy's will, looks round upon a universe from which every trace of Him seems to have vanished, and asks why he has been forsaken, and still obeys." -CS Lewis, the Screwtape Letters
Teen with (probably severe) depression
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