I apologized because someone told me last time I was here to work on my introduction. I think they were joking, though.

I am tired. Didn't get enough sleep. I'm trying to do little things around here. I cleaned the front of the fridge and dishwasher. They look better now that they are clean. All the dust around here and the things that need cleaning are a source of me feeling bad about myself. I just don't feel like doing it all so trying to do little by little is helping me feel a bit better. I have so much laundry piled up due to no motivation or very little. Long time ago I used to be a clean freak but not any more. I'd be embarrassed to have anyone over. I'm wondering if I could get a home health aid. I'd have to go through my doctor to get one.