Since three months I have this new therapist. My other T went on maternitely leave. They work at the same place. That other T was the first T I trusted, the first one who understood me and my ''issues'' and the first one who actually helped me. I have known her for years.
This current replacement T, I like her. She's a good T. She's different than my other T. Some are good differenties, some I like less.
I actually opened up to her really fast. With other T it took a long time. With all the T's before her it never really happened.
Though I like this T and we work well together, it doesn't feel like with other T. It's a feeling. Maybe I don't feel much of a connection. Things she says to me do less to me than when other T would say it to me.
I think the therapy with this current T could be good for me, but I miss other T. Eventhough she isn't perfect and I'm angry at her for some things and I like some things about current T better.

I wouldn't care much if current T would say that she can't be my T anymore, but I'm still upset about my other T's leaving. It's about feelings. Maybe I'm also sort of protecting myself, to not get attached to this new T?