There is something not right in your lack of reactions to all our comments, OP. You don't show any emotion. You just keep saying we may be right, but you don't have the normal reaction that a person will have like, "OMG, I can't believe I've been flirting with God knows who!" You just keep saying you want to keep talking to the stalkers and trying to justify why.
I think you should find yourself a therapist. We've done as much to try to help you as we possibly can here.
If you had been trolling us, you are 'agoodone'