At this point in my life im tired of being myself an being around others i either feel like hurting them or myself. I suffer from schizophrenia and major depression aswell as anxiety, but for a long period of time i do an will hurt myself or someone else for attention i need it i crave it i have string urges to be payed attentioned too. I have cut deeply to passout hoping someone will find me there an pay attention to me i will do almost anything for attention an i feel so bad i hate myself for it. I do seek counseling i have therapist that come an see me but it seems they talk instead of actually help. (I didnt really know what dissorder group to put this as so im sorry if this is not correct)