No one seems to help.

At this point in my life im tired of being myself an being around others i either feel like hurting them or myself. I suffer from schizophrenia and major depression aswell as anxiety, but for a long period of time i do an will hurt myself or someone else for attention i need it i crave it i have string urges to be payed attentioned too. I have cut deeply to passout hoping someone will find me there an pay attention to me i will do almost anything for attention an i feel so bad i hate myself for it. I do seek counseling i have therapist that come an see me but it seems they talk instead of actually help. (I didnt really know what dissorder group to put this as so im sorry if this is not correct)

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im not sure how to answer your post but since youre seeing a therapist be honest with him and tell him what you told us. they can and will help you, perhaps start a medication.. i and others here have been hospitalised, maybe it could help you too. its not as scary as it sounds, once you get used to it you can find people who really want to help you. take care and try not to hurt yourself

Ive been to 3 hospitals in my past for bakeract. It helps an i feel really calm there i have talked to my therapist today and ill see what comes up next and let you know