This may be the sugar rush talking (I just about had a whole box of HoHo's and a couple of diet cokes

), but you deserve better than that cheating mother bleeping bleepbleep. If love is what you want, then the one you're supposed to be with is still to be found. Jealousy is natural to feel when the one you loved is now with another, but he's at a huge loss for cheating on you and leaving you and a long marriage behind for that tramp.
You can do so much better than "him".

So, without further ado, rock on!!!