I feel that I do not know what I want out of life. I'm living too much "in the moment." I did not think this was such a bad thing, but I'm starting to think it isn't good for me, because I keep making really bad decisions and allowing toxic people to come in and out of my life. My head feels so mixed up right now, and I don't really know what I'm doing from one moment to the next. My mother has been criticizing me for this and is concerned about my choices about who I let into my life. She means well, but she does not realize how hard it is for me to think about the future when I just can't see past the next hour or minute. I'm just really confused and impulsive lately.