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#676
Jul 27, 2016, 09:11 AM
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Slept great as well but have music in my head just looping over and over
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#677
Jul 27, 2016, 09:21 AM
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A little nervous about a meeting later today at work I know we are going to talk about covering my work since I've been out so much...I've actually been in for a chunk of time here lately so I guess I just need to buck up and clean some things up that have fallen behind during my absence, I just feel really bad, but it's a reality of my illness I'm just hoping I stay stable for awhile now
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#678
Jul 27, 2016, 11:42 AM
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It is so hot and humid here I think that I am melting.
Except for the dumba** at work who has set the AC on at 17 and locked the box around it
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#679
Jul 27, 2016, 11:51 AM
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I'm not sure about this new med. This is my normal reaction. What a cycle! I lose my ****, and when it gets bad enough I try another antipsychotic. It's torture. It always is. That sleepy, lost, underwater feeling... Before you know it I'm saying to myself, I wasn't that bad. I was just being dramatic. I tolerate crazy better than antipsychotics. Who is medication to take the color out of my vibrant and bizarre life.
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#680
Jul 27, 2016, 04:09 PM
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Another day of mixed anxiety and tiredness. I'm not sure which med is winding me up, but I'm kind of sure that it may be Latuda. I won't see my pdoc until the 5th, so maybe a week and a half of this crap. It really bugs me, since taking Vistaril with this stuff makes me sleepy, but I can't take a nap because of the anxiety. I would try calling her, but I have to go through a call center first, and then try to contact a nurse who will speak to my pdoc. Ugh, I was hoping this would work, and I'm not depressed anymore. I just wish I could do something with the anxiety besides taking Vistaril. I don't like feeling dopey and wired at the same time. It's like how I was on benzos.
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#681
Jul 27, 2016, 06:39 PM
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Missed my DBT group for.the first time.since I started.due to.a.really bad.headache that kept me up all night (well I would've been up anyways headache or not). So finally got some sleep, hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow for my therapy appointment, and hopefully my therapist doesn't lecture me about missing group. Tried journaling last night, but it turned into a jumbled up mess, may bring it in to show my therapist why I have trouble journaling, it's cause my.thoughts are a disorganized mess, I can't keep a clear train of thought to.write in a journal, Hell I'm lucky to keep.a train of thought to post on here...
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#682
Jul 27, 2016, 07:31 PM
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I really wish I could sleep away the next six months.
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#683
Jul 27, 2016, 08:33 PM
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#684
Jul 27, 2016, 08:47 PM
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#685
Jul 27, 2016, 09:05 PM
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felt hypomanic first time today out of cycle. keep switching between hypomanic and stupor
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#687
Jul 27, 2016, 09:32 PM
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sleep is wonderful! ((((HUGS)))) bizi
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#688
Jul 27, 2016, 09:58 PM
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I'm hanging in there. It will pass. It always does.
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#689
Jul 27, 2016, 10:17 PM
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I feel that I do not know what I want out of life. I'm living too much "in the moment." I did not think this was such a bad thing, but I'm starting to think it isn't good for me, because I keep making really bad decisions and allowing toxic people to come in and out of my life. My head feels so mixed up right now, and I don't really know what I'm doing from one moment to the next. My mother has been criticizing me for this and is concerned about my choices about who I let into my life. She means well, but she does not realize how hard it is for me to think about the future when I just can't see past the next hour or minute. I'm just really confused and impulsive lately.
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#690
Jul 27, 2016, 10:21 PM
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I had some tough times today especially trying to relate to people. I feel like I am outside looking in. I am taking it minute by minute hour by hour. It will pass.
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#691
Jul 27, 2016, 10:35 PM
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(((((HUGS)))))) bizi
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#692
Jul 27, 2016, 10:37 PM
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#693
Jul 27, 2016, 11:35 PM
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I'm having so much trouble with my novel. I've never had this much trouble writing a novel before.
Of course, I've never written a novel during a rapid cycling episode either! That's probably why it's all over the ****ing place!
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#694
Jul 28, 2016, 01:10 AM
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#695
Jul 28, 2016, 01:13 AM
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We were in a car accident both cars totaled. We're all fine but still shaken up.
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#696
Jul 28, 2016, 02:31 AM
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#697
Jul 28, 2016, 06:54 AM
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#698
Jul 28, 2016, 06:58 AM
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I'm the same, mixed episode but not feeling like I'm losing my mind as much.
I haven't slept in two nights, however. Day 3 of no sleep is no bueno for me. I'll take strong measures to make sleep happen tonight. Mixed episodes suck. I understand them intellectually, but it feels like a tornado in my head. It's hard for me to know what to use from my toolbox because...well, I'm so mixed up. |
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#699
Jul 28, 2016, 07:14 AM
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Miguel's mom, I'm glad your all ok.....how scary
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#700
Jul 28, 2016, 08:37 AM
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First day back at university. 7 hours of classes. Found it really difficult to stay focused all day but the classes were interesting. Feeling fragile but hopeful I will be able to handle the workload. Will just have to see how I go over the next few weeks.
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