Fay I know I'm probably the last member you want to hear from...

You have been through so much in your life, and no, life isn't fair. But you have made it through to now... please give yourself more time to accomplish your career goal. Yes, you would like to "get on with your life" I guess would be one way to say it... but one more semester delay... or 2 more even, well, I don't think that will stop you. Give yourself more time. You're allowed.