Big gentle hugs to you!

I haven't been here, thus could not respond until just now.

You are describing yourself as mixed.
I think maybe your recent trip upset your sense of equilibrium?

Maybe things will shift back to where they were prior to the trip after some time passes. You're keeping an eye on things, which is what's needed at this point.

Your boyfriend sounds like a wonderful man; he loves you!

I hope you feel better pronto!



WC