I'm struggling with the biases inherent in this diagnosis. I spent a long time this summer inpatient and left feeling awful because the pdoc who took over my inpatient care when the other one went on vacation was so rude to me, I can't stop ruminating and have developed an even worse fear of going to the ER for stitches. they say they judge on individuals and not diagnoses, but when it comes to BPD, this is a load of crap. I didn't even enter the hospital with a BPD dx (just traits) but somehow acquired one. I was so afraid of being judged in the ER that



Didn't think it was possible to hate myself worse but



Feel worth nothing. My therapist is on vacation.