not really as such.

as charleen said in her 1982 song, " i've never been to me"

growing up it was always you're going to do this, you're going to do that, if you don't, then you may as well give up on life entirely.

i've never really sat down and thought about life and my future, which i suppose in the long run is a good thing.. having my life turned upside down so early would have made it fail anyway

i did think about maybe going to university, possibly becoming a computer technitian, earning a lot of money and going off to vegas (i'm not actually sure how honest the vegas part is,) but none of it's the same

i've gone from someone who hoped to become a technitian and fly to vegas, to a person with no life experience- and too much wrong with them

question:

if you awoke tomorrow to find yourself free of mental illness, what would be the first thing you would do with yourself