((((((((( freewill )))))))))))

I'm sorry that happened. No part of you was at fault in any way...

I do understand the "new" but not "new". I tried to explain that so often in therapy... It was a new memory but it was already known. The only thing I can think that happened was that parts of me were just seeing it for the first time...it was new for them...

I understand...

KD