It's morning and I'm not anxious at least. But I'm feeling like a zombie, slow, slurred speech, shuffling around and fingers not quite doing what they're supposed to. I figured out how to describe it finally, it's like my brain stem and spinal column are halfway sedated or anesthetized...except I can feel it like dead weight sort of. And my brain feels dry and unlubricated. I went without coffee or any caffeine today because yesterday I had some to try to fix the zombieness, and I guess it did to an extent, but by evening I was so revved up that I did not want to have to deal with that again tonight. Husband says I can have wine with my shower again tonight. I'm just chilling out in the car right now because she said I could get there between 8:30 and 9. And I brought my earbuds for the computer training, so hopefully I can just tune everything else around me out, but somehow hopefully stay awake until I can leave for lunch. I think I'm just going to drink lots of water like someone else on here suggested so I have to see every hour.