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Originally Posted by ~Christina
Since I internalize practically everything I am always nice even when I have every right to go off on people.
This has been ingrained in me since I was a small child. Actually something I'm working on it in T , my T and I aren't sure we will make much change due to this being lifelong. We shall seen lol
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Yes! I am so polite it's sickening. Last year when someone Spread rumors at work -so students could hear - that I tried to kill myself (which wasn't even true), I just smiled and laughed when she talked to me, even though I should have confronted her and told her to mind her own business and stop talking about me in front of students. I do that all the time. It's my default reaction, even if someone is a real **** to me. It's probably something I need to work on but like you, it's pretty ingrained, so I don't know.