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Originally Posted by Luce
For me, not having control over what this body does all the time.
When did you first become consciously aware of another self state within you? (ie: got to know them as a state distinct from yourself)
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I was about 4 years old when my first alter came into being. at that moment I knew there was a me (amanda) and someone named Rainy. I could feel that she was not me and knew she was not me. my family also remembers when this happened as when ever they caught me sucking my thumb and said "take your thumb out of your mouth amanda" I apparently said back something to the effect of take your thumb out of your mouth rainy with emphasis on the word rainy. I may not have had the words DID, consciously, limited co consciousness but my reality was intact to where I knew there was more than just me in this body, just didnt know how or why because the how and why's were trauma memories that Rainy had that I did not have.
same question to the next poster.