I tell other people that they shouldn't cut/self-harm and now I have started again myself it has been close to a year since I stopped & now that I have given in the urge to cut is stronger than ever. No one ever noticed before when I wasn't trying to hide it & now that I am hiding it they certainly won't notice. I just want to give up. I can think of nothing better than to goto sleep & never wake up. I obviously don't deserve to give advice to others because the advice I give I don't believe in. After all what kind of of scumbag would say go ahead keep hurting yourself or just kill yourself