I have tried so hard throughout my whole life to be what I was brought up to be: To be 'good person' to 'be agreeable' to 'be compassionate' to 'be supportive' to 'put your own needs last' to 'be strong' to 'strive to be better than what you see around you in kindness and understanding'. Yet every single time I have put these things into practice it has resulted in my being torn to shreds by the very people I have extended my hand of compassion, kindness and understanding to. This has happened time and time again in my personal life and in my work life. Today I have had enough. Today I got the last kick in the face that I am prepared to take. I am no longer able to see any chance of coming back again, of walking away or holding up my head. I just cannot any more. I am finally broken when I thought I had been before and yet found a way to claw back but today never again. I'm done.