I just have to get this off my chest. The more I think about it the more it pisses me off.

So I come to you for help. I'm only mildly suicidal (not currently struggling with major suicidal thoughts), & don't want to be locked up. Yet you lock me up "for my own good". Do you really think if I wanted to kill myself I couldn't do it in a mental hospital? Seriously it doesn't matter where I am if I want to take action to end my life I can succeed no matter where I am. Thanks for ruining my last desperate attempt to reach out for help.