So I've been reading a lot on Bipolar. I know what depression feels like and looks like (constant negative mood, very tired, hypersomnia (for me), and teary hum drum life is black.)

I get more confused when it comes to hypomania, mania and mixed episodes. I'm still newly diagnosed and have yet to have a Dr explain this to me.

For probably many years? I thought hypomania was cheerful, happy go lucky creativity... and she impulsive spending and having a sex drive. Now I feel kind of upset send unsure of myself every time I become cheerful...

And mixed states? I've read what they are... but my dr just stated I had one when I felt like I was on speed/e, felt rage and was negative and couldn't sit still or sleep.... does that sound mixed to you?

Please I need someone to explain this to me. Thank you.

-the newbie