Actually I have started writing down some of my questions/thoughts that I post here and otherwise and have thought about taking that to her, but then again......she may want to talk about it and then I'm back to that situation of handling the aftermath of that discussion on my own. So I may take it and pick out what would be less damaging to discuss so we will have something to talk about, but at that pace ....is there really any need to go? Ya know?

Oh yes, insomnia does sucketh, big time. But it's pretty much a norm for me. It's like working third shift. For some reason, and I may know that answer, it's not as hard to sleep once the sun starts coming up. No, I'm not a vampire, just in case you were wondering