Things can and WILL get better. They have to. I'm so sorry you're going through this. I don't have any advice on what to do about your work situation, but I can recommend that you get LOTS of exercise, meditation, and take excellent care of your body at this time. That should help with the anxiety. Do you have friends you can spend time with or talk to on the phone? It sounds like you need something to feed your mind, body, and soul. Take care of yourself. <3
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart 
Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN
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