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Originally Posted by Só leigheas
I feel so vulnerable that I "shut down", so to speak, and just push them back out. Even as I do so, I know I need them there, but I just can't allow that to happen. I don't know why I'm like this. I think maybe, I just need mental/emotional solitude and isolation. In my mind, it's my battle not anyone else's. It's my journey that only in anonymity, I will ever delve into and expose to others (like PC).
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That's how I feel as well. When I let my parents know about this, it was like I was uncomfortably exposed, it was definitely anxiety inducing, despite the rational part of my brain saying that I need to let others in. That was my main reason of coming to these forums in the first place, so if you ever need someone to talk to as well, just let me know.