I got woke up at 2:30am from the worst nightmare. I've been having terrible PTSD type nightmares for weeks but this was the worst I think.

Mild trigger warning below

I was jumped and badly beaten because of three different boyfriends. The first had his sister send 2 car loads of people to jump me when I broke up with him at 15. At 16, my boyfriend broke up with me for another girl and I guess his stupid azz kept my picture in the sun visor of his car, his new girlfriend found it and thought the worst and she and 4 girls came to my house and jumped me. When I was 17, my boyfriend started cheating on me, I had no idea and the girl he was cheating with and her older sister came and jumped me. My first husband was very abusive to me.

Now that you have some background the dream will make a bit more sense.

It started with my current husband, my best friend since age 13 and I were all young, thin and fabulous. He went out to clubs dancing and were having the BEST time ever. I started telling my friend and husband that if I disappeared or was found dead, to investigate or look for me which thru promised they would. We met up with a group of girls who were a lot of fun. My husband and friend went home and I was still having a good time do said I would go with the girls we met to a party. We went to a house and it started out fun. Then all of these terrifying people wearing human skins started jumping out and terrorizing me. All the hallways were dead ends and all windows and doors barred. I was screaming and begging to get out. Days went by as I ran around being tormented and no food or water and I was dying. I grabbed a hold of a few of my tormentors and said "I know you hate me but will you please just hold me, I'm so scared". They did hug me and I felt better until the ring leader chick put a stop to it and said I needed to slice up my face with a razor blade if I ever wanted to get out. I told her to just do it herself or kill me and get it over with because I didn't care and was done. I told her I wasn't going to slice up my face. Then they kept tormenting me and I decided I would cut up my face and asked for the razor....I just wanted out. That is when my ex husband walked out and it was his girlfriend who was the ring leader. The two of them planned the whole thing. I begged him to let me go and promised I wouldn't tell anyone what happened and meant it. I grabbed him and started hugging and pleading. He hugged me back tightly and I heard him crying and I knew he was going to let me go....but then I noticed it wasn't crying....he was laughing at me and said I'm never leaving there alive. Then I woke up. It took me an hour to even partially recover....it was so, so real!!!!

Thanks for letting me vent.