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I posted about situation weeks ago. I am currently living with my evil mother and sibling because I have nowhere else to stay. I am the only one who has to pay rent per month as well as utilities. Everyday I'm seeing the same **** happen, me being ignored while the sibling is always ****ing taken into consideration. It's really driving me mad and I'm not sure if I should be posting this, but the way my life has been going not being able to afford rent not getting empathy from relatives and this being my only option, I feel like I will end up in the news soon. I want to beat my sister and mother to a pulp. I've never hated someone so much. Everyday I go to work and I feel like hurting my co-workers sometimes.
I'm not going to go into ****ing detail about what I really want to do let's just say I'm having extremely violent thoughts go through my head. It might be rare for a female and not a male to be speaking like this but that ***** is in the next room wasting the light in broad daylight, and I want to commit some horrible act of violence. For all of the ****ing years of not being listened to, and the same cycle. I really do feel like physically violating someone. I had to get that out there. And I'm not ****ing sure a therapist will help. Using my mother as a punching bag would be more helpful.
Last edited by FooZe; Dec 04, 2016 at 03:52 PM.
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